Reimagining My City, 2018
The discomfort of being a person living and working in the US is a place that, I think these paintings were being made from. Painting about things that I don’t have the proper language for. In this Series, I work in layers to emphasize the sense of space and movement in-between. I choose a part of my city, a building or a corner of a street that I feel like to take a walk in and I begin reimagining my city all over again into my canvas.
Diaspora is a piercing theme which is also my own story. It is a challenge when you recall the residue of collective human suffering in excess of one’s own. You realize that the aftermath of international power struggles is coming to your breakfast table. I am but a small, living part of the collective body of trauma.
My recent paintings address displacement by delving into the various emotional and historical layers of public space and memory and reimagining them back. The way social and political changes transform civic spaces is of a particular interest to me. I use architectural elements as an entry point. Rebuilding the space by recalling vocabulary of the images I have collected and carry within myself. I don’t mind if the result grows distant from the reality. I celebrate the birth of a fresh space in my paintings that come from the interference of the world I live in now and my disrupted memory of the past. I believe that architecture is the self-portrait of our generation.
Glorious Invasion, 2015
Most events in Iranian history have been documented in literary rather than visual form. Unlike Western Europe, Iran does not have a lengthy or pervasive historical painting tradition. In these paintings, I will explore the aftermath of the Mongol invasion of Iran, which is a topic that has been covered extensively in Iranian literature but has not been significantly addressed through the visual arts.
Formally, thematically and philosophically, I probe the aesthetic and ethical dilemma of representing an event that happened in 1220. I am fascinated by the lasting impact of collective trauma on our modern society and trauma theory. How trauma can be passed through generations and lead to further catastrophes is of particular interest to me. Iran is a country still dealing with a long history of trauma and catastrophe throughout its development in the modern world. It has been hypothesized with a great deal of evidence that the long-term consequences of the Mongol invasion – perhaps Iran’s most significant historic catastrophe — are apparent in the political, social and scientific history of this country.
I am also curious in how natural landscapes and topography can affect human nature and cultural history. In the scholarly work of Professor Abbas Edalat, it is mentioned that “in the fifth to the eleventh century, the entire region of central and western Asia was in the grip of a ‘significant cold spell’ which lasted approximately 130 years, a period which has been named the ‘Big Chill.’ This phenomenon caused a great economic depression in Iran and initiated the migration of many bourgeois families to India and warmer lands. The country, prior to the invasion, had lost its labor force and productive energy, and was weakened and unable to defend against uninvited guests. The environmental changes were in large part the cause of the trauma itself.
Through this series, I am not attempting to illustrate a historical event; I am instead looking to create an independent concept that can continue its life freely from the subject. I hope the work will bear a traumatic quality that can be extended to the collective history of humanity under its layers.The use of cold and neutral colors emphasizes a traumatic episode; contrarily glorious bright colors remind us how trauma has been treated through our cultural history. Traumatic Historical events have been celebrated in subtle miniature paintings leaving the painful recurrence to literature and stories, as if it has been a story of the One Thousand and One Nights. While painting, I struggle to mediate the relationship between Iran’s deeply traumatic history, and viewers who are unfamiliar with Iranian history but familiar with trauma. I also examine multiple interpretations of the invasion, infusing my work with a commitment to empathy and compassion for the wounds that we cause each other through misunderstanding and ignorance.
Since living in the U.S., familiar Iranian images have become more vivid in my mind. Have these common signs and symbols changed meanings for me? I now ask why they have been repeated throughout history. Incorporating elements of Iranian storytelling traditions, the paintings explore how narrative transformations occur as stories are passed from one generation to the next. I accomplish this by using abstract representations of text, as well as going back to the cultural signifiers of Iran and memories of landscapes. Combining all these signifiers with the content of the Mongol invasion allows me to better see how trauma can affect cultural development. Talking about narrative visual elements and memory of landscape I can name three very different artists who have been an influence to me. The most significant is Sergei Parajanove the Georgian cinematographer. His narrative line, both in his movies and art works is what amazes me. The Color of Pomegranate (Sayat Nova) is his most substantial piece which I believe anyone from the Middle East could relate to.
Repetition, both hidden and clear, is always present in our world. Repeated threads hanging, patterns growing continually, windows framing the glory of repetition in our domestic space and chains of mountains framing nature around us. It doesn’t stop there: our history is a recurrent version of ourselves. This prompts me to ask ‘when do our habits and traditions lose their meaning?’ I want my paintings to serve as subtle whispers, whose repetition – like the formulaic and relentless repetition of patterns in Iranian tapestries– will make a quiet but lasting mark on Iranian cultural imagery.
 Trauma Hypothesis:
The enduring legacy of the Mongol Catastrophe on the Political, Social and Scientific History of Iran
 Bulliet, Cotton, Climate, and Camels, 69.